Saturday 19 September 2009

A Flight NOT To Pack For.




One day i realized that i should start packing. my flight to egypt is after one week. JUST one week. my mother keeps telling me to pack my things. 'you'll run out of time' she says. 'you'll forget things'. some would think that my mother is more worried than i am.

well, that's not right. i am worried, but i'm not worried about losing stuff or running out of time. i don't want to feel that i have got to leave them again. i don't want to pack my things like i saw them packing last summer. i don't want to go back to egypt all alone. i spent three month with them. in which i forgot everything about egypt and college.
i felt i came closer to the old me. when i was 17. school life, friends, lots of activities.

packing will do all of that. will take me from my family. will bring me back to reality.
but i started packing. unwillingly.
may Allah will spare all of you the grieve of being away from your family and your loved ones.

6 comments:

Mai Ibrahim said...

I'm really Sorry you have to go through this,but Life can be like that so cruel.
but it's not all so bad, you still have your family with you where ever you go, you carry their love and care with you all the time.
may be it's not so bad,but just as all new experiences 'SCARY'.
God Be with you Sweet Salma :)

Salma S.s said...

thanks Mai.
i'm sure you too are not that comfortable with the new way of life you're living.
we are on this together :).
i'm glad that i have friends i can talk to. like you :)
friends for ever :d ?!

Maha said...

واااااااااااء

بحب الحرية said...

صعبتي عليا والله يا سلمى
معلش يا حبيبتي
بس زي ما هنا لك حياة وذكريات
في مصر بردوا ليك حياة وذكريات
طبعا مفيش مقارنة بين طعم الحياتين
لكن
طريق العلم صعب وإن شاء الله يكون طريق لك للجنة
وعيشي حياتك بحلوها ومرها ، بلاش نكد
:D
ربنا يكرمك ويرضى عنك
ومبروك على المدونة
وكل سنة وانت طيبه
وسنة دراسية سعيدة
وخطوبة سعيدة مقدمااا
:D

عمك ياض said...

حلوه اوي التدوينه

بس ان شاء الله ايمن يعوض حضرتك شيويه اهو من ريحة هناك

بس لما يكون صاحي طبعا وقاعد فيما ندر :d

Salma S.s said...

مها..
واااء ثم واااء ثم واااء.

عايشة..
ربنا ييسر لينا جميعاً العيشة ف مصر :)
دعواتك.

اخونا عمار..
احنا وصلنا ع البيت تقريبا الساعه 10 ونص بالليل.
وفجأة لقيت ايمن نازل.. بقوله رايح فين.. بيقولي رايح اتفرج ع الماتش :d
وراح اتفرج ع الماتش..
ادي ايمن وهو صاحي :d